I'm so fucking sick of all our arguments being over instant message. When I fight I want to be able to yell and flail my hands, and I can't do that when I'm typing.

And Goddammit I hate it when I can see both sides of the argument. Sort of.

I feel like he's allowed to get mad at me, but not me at him. I tell him when things make me upset so I won't bottle them up and explode at him later for something insignificant, which makes sense to me. But then when I tell him I move on, and he sits there being quiet and pouty because I was mad at him for something ( Read more... )

Is it wrong to feel hurt when someone doesn't trust you ( Read more... )

I hate how much a relationship can effect me. I almost literally shut down if he's mad at me, and he's passive aggressive so no matter how many apologies I give, it's always, "Meh." or something similar.

I feel like shit and I deserve it because it's my fault but still.

Andy just informed me he might not be coming back to PSU. He needs a 2.5 to get instate tuition and he got a 2.49 cause he's lazy. His parents are threatening his housing and tuition and he may have to go to the community college near where he lives so that he can stay at home ( Read more... )

*sigh ( Read more... )

Andy and I are in a sort of purgatory. We've admitted we like each other but we've also admitted that he's been single for a week and just got out of a two year relationship. Neither of us want this to be a rebound. I think it makes it less of a rebound because he liked me before they broke up. He thought I was pretty before we even met, ( Read more... )

SAW OBAMA! WAS AWESOME!

Also am going on +57 hours with Andy and am not sick of him yet. Flirting reaching critical mass, hoping that it actually is both of us feeling it not just me.

Speed Racer - awesome movie.

Anyway, Andy and his girlfriend broke up and he turned to me for comfort. That was interesting. *sigh*

I just spent the last 23 hours with the guy I like. I'm actually getting ready to go to bed right now. I unfortunately found out that he IS having trouble with his girlfriend and I now know more about their relationship than I did before. A lot of the problems they're having I'm now the only one in the group who knows them. Apparently they were ( Read more... )